Space Traveler Reveals Emotional Distress In the Wake of Wave of Online Abuse Following Journey
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her struggle with mental health after enduring a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a historic all-female space mission.
Amanda Nguyen â recognized as a scientist and civil rights advocate â was part of the brief journey to space in April, which also featured celebrity crewmates.
The much-publicized journey was met with derision by some, who cited its expense and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the situation, Ms. Nguyen, who was celebrated as the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response overshadowed her achievement under an landslide of gendered hatred.
âI explained the depression could persist for a long time,â Ms. Nguyen stated in a online statement, referring to a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the landing.
She portrayed the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an unprecedented psychological assault.
âFor a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,â she confessed. âWeeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.â
Buried Under Misogyny
The researcher, who has conducted studies in women's health research and performed experiments during the flight, said all her lifelong efforts â including her studies and astronaut training to the historic significance of her roots â was drowned out under the tide of gendered attacks.
She is widely recognized for her groundbreaking advocacy protecting the rights of victims of sexual violence.
Her own goal of reaching space was paused after being assaulted during her time as a student, leading to a protracted legal battle.
The Fog Begins to Lift
Months following fulfilling her dream, she reports that the âfog of grief has started to liftâ, and she acknowledged the followers whose messages of encouragement were her lifeline. âYou all saved me,â she said.
She noted that even with the backlash, considerable good had resulted from the mission, including spotlight on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.
Flight Details
The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket launched from Texas in the spring, carrying the historic roster on a 11-minute journey that exceeded the KĂĄrmĂĄn line of outer space.
The diverse crew also featured leaders in various fields.
The company behind the flight is a private space firm established by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.